The Emotionless Tiang... Last night was a whole roller-coaster of emotions for me..Its so fucking hard to type it all out..it all just boiled down to one thing that i can say for sure..Everyone takes me for this emotionless bastard!Its like you can just keep ramming into me with all kinds of things and id just stand there and take it all in and yet stand strong..NO!Im not your superwoman..im not the kind of gurl that you can let down and pretend that everythings okie?Boy,oh boy..im only human!He isnt the only one dangling on a string here..i can feel my string slowly untoiling and giving way..I look down and see this never-ending depth that i dont want to have to go through all over again..This girl needs more than the occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me..Im just only to used to having to wait..wats another three months huh?Make it a year why dont we..or a lifetime..Its just Archie what.Shes supposed to be used to this crap by now anyway!People just come and go..use her,hurt her,make her cry so hard she just wants to give it all up and leave ..they all just leave in the end..Making me have to pick up the pieces of me shattered once agian..Its already normal..So normal that shes officially the emotionless pole standing here waiting for nothing at all anymore..I wanna stop asking why me..coz i noe that the answers i am just never going to get..
I told
the story ...
4:40 PM
Everything About Me...
This is me, Archana Das and this is the pages of my life.I am all that i am.Walk with me through this journey called life as i face all that it has to offer me..
Things That I Love..
~ Chocolates
~ Music
~ Frienship
~ Books
~ Hot chocolate
~ Rain
~ Hugs
~ Kisses
Dreams..
~ Being a doctor had always been my dream..and thats what I want to achieve.Be someone who i was destined to be and so much more.Live my life to the fullest and not to regret anything that i do.More than anything, i love the people who have blessed my life with their presence..
