Okie, am currently on a weeks break..Went back to Jaybee on Friday right after class with Edwin as usual..Hes officially my traveling buddy!Though i think he's probably cursing his luck for it.. On Saturday mum had to work and so when she came back and we were about to leave grandma's we got a call saying my uncle had passed away!He died of liver cancer (i think?!)..Never really got to know him though..He always stayed away from the family after he married my aunt never even allowing her to be with us her family!Haih.... Anyways,im officially not having an affair anymore..On saturday night he (J) called me and said that he & his gurl had broke n up.He actually had the nerve to say that now im the one who's having the affair and he being the third party!How lightly men take things at times i wonder..So today after much thought and after arranging my words well, i told Raynard that i cant be with him.It simply isnt fair that i continue with this relationship though i do not have feelings for him.Yesh,this is exactly what Jolyn wanted me to do after i told her that i said yes to him.Jo,once again in my life have you earned the privilege to say "Didn't I tell you so!"..Thank god Raynard was sweet enough to say okie he understands and that we will remain as good friends!Hallelujah!! So Archie is back to being her nice self,not at all having affairs anymore..Haha..Sure am i glad..couldn't take the whole guilt-conscious thing after awhile!It was seriously getting to me..Bt although we are both single and willing to mingle,i told him and he definitely knows that we have got to take the three months freaking slowly.We still have got to put up the whole act of "we are nothing but good friends!"..Right!I seriously hope people do buy it coz hey after all the drama that i had to put on i dont wanna end up looking like the bitch in the end..Goddammit i should get an Oscar! Tomorrow Im going to Rawang (his hometown) to go lepak with him and a few friends!Yeay!But the part im scared of is the part where im having lunch with his mum..she knows we are good friends but she doesnt know more and i think thats good!Coz otherwise id full freak out and have major panic attack..So yea,and oh according to him his mum and sis liek me so..YEAY!GOOOOO ARCHANA!!Haha..I think its all already too much to handle especially for Jolyn when she reads this..N yesh ive been reading your blog too woman..I miss you ALot!!Dee i miss you too..literally miss everyone la!Muakz!!
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Everything About Me...
This is me, Archana Das and this is the pages of my life.I am all that i am.Walk with me through this journey called life as i face all that it has to offer me..
Things That I Love..
~ Chocolates
~ Music
~ Frienship
~ Books
~ Hot chocolate
~ Rain
~ Hugs
~ Kisses
Dreams..
~ Being a doctor had always been my dream..and thats what I want to achieve.Be someone who i was destined to be and so much more.Live my life to the fullest and not to regret anything that i do.More than anything, i love the people who have blessed my life with their presence..
